Saturday, June 23, 2007

The Perfect Phrase (quote from "Les poupees russes")

Wendy - You are the perfect guy.
Xavier - You're making a mistake... I'm really not! If there is someone on earth who is a wreck, it's me.
Wendy - That's what I just said: you're a perfect guy.
Xavier - How come you're such a nice girl?
Wendy - I'm not being nice... you just happen to be the best thing that's happened to me in the past 26 years.
Xavier - I'm not sure I'm the one you're talking about. The one you think I am.
Wendy - What do you think? I know you're not always perfect. I know you have tons of problems, defects, imperfections... but who doesn't? It's just that I prefer your problems. I'm in love with your imperfections. Your imperfections are just great! I mean, you can't imagine, before I had to deal with Ed and compared to him, you're a day at the beach! I know most girls they go weak at the knees for what's beautiful, you know, that's all they see, that's all they want. But I'm not like that. I don't just see what's beautiful. I fall for the other stuff. I love what's not perfect. It's just how I am.

Xavier Narrator: Any guy with a normal constitution would have run after her. Me, I didn't move. Or, rather, it's the train that moved. I just let it.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

....

Quiero aclarar algo. Este blog es una cronica, no una opinion. lo q comente del "tan respetuoso e diplomatico" fueron opiniones de otros. si hay quejas favor dirigirlas a: Norsken (Niklas Aronsson, H3, Tingvalla), Tåmpa (Tomas Jansson, H3, Tingvalla) y el tipo q no conocia q tuve q preguntar el nombre (jakob hederos, EKFS 1-4 årskurs, SÄG). Notese como en el blog no hay calumnias, dado q eso fue lo q me dijeron, y ellos lo comprobaran, no declare nada, no dije q tenian razon, ni q estaba de acuerdo. Eso es mi opinion, y por lo tanto no pertenece en un resumen de mi dia. Eso paso, y estoy seguro q declarar actos y citar a personas, q en realidad si sucedieron y si se dijeron, no se considera como calumnia. Si considera q las opiniones deberian ser cambiadas, con mucho gusto puede contactar a las personas q las declararon. Pero estoy seguro q en alguna parte se dice q cada uno puede tener su opinion. Dado que ellos pudieron decir calumnias, o que estaban borrachos (como dicen "Los niños y los borrachos siempre dicen la verdad.") y era el alcohol hablando, no significa que el acto de que ellos actuaron en tal forma y que dijeron tal cosa desaparezca de la faz de la tierra. Yo estuve ahi. Sobrio y tomando una entrevista mental hecha a mi dia, y mi dia relato lo sucedido.


Ahora, veo q es muy diplomatico y no pone su nombre en nada, como sabra, si me quiere insultar, puede ponerlo en una carta firmada con nombre y direccion y con gusto la recibire, pero cosas tan infantiles como insultarme bajo otros nombres, i.e. Satanás, Gladys, chupamela, o el hecho de crear una cuenta de Hotmail, con el solo proposito de insultarme, son bastante infantiles. Diplomatico no creo q sea la palabra, preguntele a cualquiera, eso es infantil. Muchos me han dicho q eso es miedo, pero eso no sere yo el q lo comprobare. Otros dicen que es envidia, pero segun los comentarios el envidioso soy yo, tonz eso tampoco podria ser verdad. La anonimidad no da licencia de matar, tampoco es que su persona sera apedreada por poner su nombre bajo sus palabras. Estamos en los tiempos modernos, donde la anonimidad no existe, en el internet, existen IP's (internet protocols) que son unicos, el hecho de realizar una accion en internet guarda la direccion en un FTP (en este caso, de blogger). Esa direccion concuerda, con un servidor, con un area, con un router y sus respectivas direcciones DNS. Por lo tanto, se encuentra una unica computadora en el mundo con esa direccion. Esa fue una pequeña leccion de anonimidad en el internet, espero que haya entendido, o sino, es irrelevante. Talvez, un grafiti en la pared habria sido mas anonimo, pero la anonimidad, no merece respeto alguno. La anonimidad exigiendo respeto, sin base alguna, es casi como un carro pidiendo velocidad sin ruedas.

Al respecto de la censura, es mi blog, yo tengo el derecho a censurar lo que yo quiera, principalmente chiquitos (o chiquiTicos como lo quiera considerar) q no saben lo q es insultar bajo su propio nombre y se ocultan bajo la anonimidad. Yo, Emilio Monge (no me oculto bajo otros nombres, si quiere mas informacion, por favor contacteme), no apruebo cosas inmaduras en mi flog. Vea como su ultimo comentario si fue aprobado, dado q no tenia tono de inmadurez, aunq debo decir q desp de los otros me sorprendio. Mi nivel es chiquitito, el tono de rascismo en sus insultos/comments, es sorprendente. Y nunk realize una critica, simplemente narre los hechos de un dia, dado el caso lo q yo escribo es casi q un diario, no un articulo.

Tambien le deseo que le vaya muy bien en la vida. Y si mi blog trata de una persona, la persona tendra q leer y respetuosamente criticar, pero los insultos solo causan q uno mantenga lo escrito. Cito su comentario: "Respetá como los demás te respetan." Lo dice la persona q clama q: "deberias mejorar tu inglés" (lastima q todos los q lo tienen de madre materna estan desacuerdo, pero cuando el experto habla, es cierto), "que se puede esperar de alguien que viene de un pais bananero como el tuyo" (puede q mi pais distribuya bananos al mundo, pero por lo menos no exporta inmadurez), "en otro sitio solo te hubiesen admitido de lavacopas o botones" (me pregunto si aceptaran mis notas de la universidad, q me dan beca, o mi posible nota de ensayo del toefl de 280/300, naah, no creo), "que bueno que no publicas fotos de tu cara, le ahorras a la vida y al "universe" un gran disgusto" (ahh bueno, que dicha q no me considero guapo), "negro sucio" (uhhh esto si que merece trabajar en AFS, organizacion de union mundial, creo q racismo no esta en los requisitos), "mejor cortate el cabello" (jajajaja no ya se, mejor me hago un peinado homosexual, talvez asi me acepten mas), "el piojo mas pequeño lo usan para montar a caballo" (ahh? que? no se xq pero esto no logra insultarme) "hasta pareces un vagabundo" (maldicion, tanto q he intentado demostrar lo q soy), "Nombre: chupamela" (no se si sera su nombre, pero creo q su madre debio haberlo pensado mejor), "negro sucio y cagon, no tenes bolas mas afrontar que sos un muerto de hambre que viene del subdesarrallo" (awww, esto tiene escrito amor por todas partes), "Nombre: jajajaj" (creo q hubo un error, creo q la mama solo se estaba riendo, no era el nombre decidido), "lo que quieres es mamar pene, inmigrante de baja calaña" (esta tiiiiiiiiiiiiiene que ir en el curriculum a afs argentina, estoy seguro q se sentiran felices de aceptar a tal persona, no se preocupe, yo le hago el favor de informarles, soy muy buena persona), "Nombre: que te sirva" (no entendi, talvez es q quiere que el comment me sirva, pues si, me alegro el dia, nunk me rei tanto con tan pocas palabras), "es increible lo que puede hacer la envidia, no?" (esta tuuuve q contarsela a mis amigos, esta tiene q ser la mejor parte de todo, cuando encuentre que le envidio, me avisa, ok? ;-) ), "la sabras mejor q nadie" (yo conozco la envidia, una vez oi q no se puede ser envidioso y feliz a la misma vez, yo soy muy feliz por cierto, y definitivamente se nota que su persona es muy feliz por todos estos comentarios, o me equivoco?), "espero que puedas vivir tranquilo, porque los envidiosos jamas lo logra, de tan pendientes que estan de los demas" (yo tranquilamente vivire, pero creo q es saludable q deje de estar tan pendiente de mi, ya sabe, por leer mi blog y eso, es para mis amigos, la gente que quiero, lastimosamente, tmb entran los envidiosso, que al parecer jamas lo logran, pero uno logro entrar a mi blog ;-) ) .

Pense que nada seria mas divertido, pero responderlo al parecer lo fue.

Al respecto a lo de que no puedo escribir nada sobre personas sin autorizacion. Si fuera asi, cada segunda vez que apreto la tecla "Enter" tendria q hacer 3 preguntas. La escritura trata de gente sea de buena forma o de mala forma, sea de amigos o de enemigos. La muestra de caracter es como cada uno responde a eso. Lastimosamente, usando la calificacion sueca, esos comentarios merecen un IG. (aunq el ultimo comentario pasa por VG) Margaret Chase dijo " La cobardia moral que nos previene de decir lo q tenemos en la mente, es tan peligrosa hacia este pais como hablar irresponsablemente. La manera correcta, no es siempre la popular y la facil. Defender el derecho cuando es impopular, es una verdadera prueba de caracter moral." Por lo tanto, hablare lo que tenga en la cabeza, sea popular o impopular, a veces alguien necesita decir lo q otros tienen en la mente pero no se atreven a decir.

Como ud dijo "saludos fraternales."

(people in organizations who want this translated to english, please contact me)

Friday, June 15, 2007

Here Without You


Three Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Mitt först blog här




-So.

-So....what?

-So....what has happened in my life?

-I don't know. Why do you ask me?

-Because you're the one living it.

-But i dont understand it. So i cant explain.

-Life. Life is complicated.

Well yesterday began with me wondering what happened yesterday. But then i imagined luci mad at me for some reason. Then i remembered "Tullholmen kl 4" I went there, pretty early to find no one. I waited there and met Åsa who had made a mistake with the tests so she had to check them again. Then Anna came, i didnt made much of social contact, just a normal hej. Then Matias came, to which i gave a defensive hej, which he responded equally, and he greeted Anna with a big happy hej. Me? Jealous? I dont think so. Pfff, kinda glad actually. Then two of my lilla vänner came and then maija came, in a very gul way. Then we all went in. I was dying from the heat, so i opened a window and sat there. Åsa had an activity in mind, so we sat on the table. We did an activity to choose an animal we would like to be, to which i chose i cat, cause cats have great personalities and i love cats :D I placed my mp3 in a coffee table cause i wasnt using it. Then we talked about our year, about the best and worst of sweden. Dont remember mi answers, but i know they were good ones. Kind of a highlight to say that matias, when asked about the worse in sweden, said nothing. Then mirjam arrived and had to do the same stuff, then all were like doing their goodbye rituals, but i was just too headachy (dunno if thats a adj) to do anything. Then i left on a hurry cause ulf had invited me to a student fest. So i went with pauline and luchia quickly, just to be caught by maija, who i thought was a mad swede. Then i left them to meet my friends.

I sat in a bench for a while, to find them later. They were a bit drunk already hehe. I took some beers, cause it was hoooooooot as hell. I dont like the taste, it really tastes like piss, sometimes i felt like throwing up cause of the taste. Well, it was really hot so afterwards i felt like i was drinking water with a funny taste. So we sat there by the river, and talked, then a friend of ulf, Lisa, came and joined our drinking fest. Soon there was a lot of events so ill just sum them up. We ran out of beers. We saw alex. Alex ignored us. Then Alex came. Then Ulf went for some beers with a friend, for supposedly half an hour (which lasted a couple of hours in reality). Norsken tried to get me to play soccer and volleyball. Norsken offered me a cigarrette for a thousand times, which i denied three thousand times. Some people from our class arrived. Some left. A friend of la sueca/argentina came and got all over me, gave me a flower and left cause i didnt went with her flow. Ulf decided between two girls.

We also got a guy to play guitar to us, he was actually really REALLY good for a homeless dude. We gave him like 50 kr for his short song, i because i liked it, the others cause they had no idea how much money they gave him. Uhh at the beginning i taught the guys the oldest costarican beer trick, about hitting a bottle from above, so i goes all foamy and spills all over the place. I did it to norsken several times, but he sprayed me with beer. After a while i went to catch the bus, accompanied by maria and norsken, maria was clearly with no alcohol, not what i can say about norsken. Dunno how girls put up with drunk guys, even less like 'em. Summary i drank like 8 beers, normal alcohol, heineken, bell man, carlsberg, can and bottles. I was a bit dizzy at first, but no effect. I was as stable as a 10000 year old oak tree. Then i went to my bus stop and saw ulf riding the back of his nights girl, Lisa. BACK OF THE BICYCLE that is. I called him and made the same joke to him, apparently he was so drunk he didnt get it. I walked to my stop and waited. Then Ulf came and we met anna, helena, and a random girl. I said farewell to ulf and went into the bus, where helena wanted me to sit next to her. Then a guy who works at mcdonalds joined. We talked about crap crap crap, including gay marriage and spanish teachers. I got off, found my family still up doing stuff, said god natt, and watched the costa rica match. Pretty average, but still fun to see.

And today, i woke up knowing i had a lot of stuff to do. So i did the logic thing to do. I was lazy till i could manage the responsability of doing everything. Then i got up saw that i was late so i quickly got a shower and dressed and took all the stuff needed for today. Then i went to the bus. I needed some music. I opened the pocket where i always had my mp3.......empty. So i started thinking where i left the damn mp3, my fast mind told me it was on my swedish class, cause everything pointed at that fact. So i stopped and went down to tullholmen which was closed. I got there at 4:05 and it closed at 4:00. So i waited and called Åsa who didnt answer. Afterwards some students managed to open the door, so i went in, i went to the class, and the mp3 wasnt there. I panicked and search the janitors, found nobody, then went back to the class, and noticed how it wasnt the same class. The window i sat on couldnt be opened, so i went to another class, which was miraclously (this is sooo misspelled) open without a lock, and there it was my mp3. Then i hurried to torget where i found lucia waiting for me. I was hyperactive by then so we went bought lucia some headphones and changed my headset. Then met pauline, i went to get some money and buy a metal id box while they waited for maija. I came back and met maija then we went for a shirt, which we went to several places in search for an M. When we got it we then went to hemköp, where i stole my usual cherry and did a knot with the string just for fun, and then mcD. There i had my lots of stuff, and decided not to meet my friends to go out for pubs, cause i was tired and hungry.




I came home, ate, watched Next (nicolas cage is a guy who can see the future 2 minutes) and then decided i dont like metroflog anymore and that i will use Blogger instead.

Now im off to bed, keep in mind you can also comment here without being a member. Sorry my lilla vänner for abandoning metroflog, but here i can write more, and put more pictures :D



GOD NATT!